five more days!

five more days till meeting kujie, kuma, tiff and mandy in person. no more msn chats. no more facebook messages. no more distance between us! IM SO EXCITED! if you're as excited as i am, say AYE! :D

speaking of msn, it's been a little crazy lately. my messages can never get through to mandy and mandy's messages always fail to reach me. it's annoying! i hope she'll get skype when she gets her new computer. if not she can expect more spams on her facebook, cause that's the only mutual space we have.

five more days.

five more days till december. last december was a december unlike any other. it was a december of falling down and getting up with the many help, encouragements, love and prayers. this december will be a december unlike any other! it will be a december testifying the power of offering help, encouragements, love and prayers.

five more days!

if you're excited as i am, say AYE!

she is human, like you and i.

i love watching girls. no, im not a pervert or anything of that sort :P im a perfectly straight girl that admires how some girls can carry themselves so well.

some are fashionable. you spot them from the corner of your eyes. they wear bold colours and chunky accessories. they are loud, not in talking sense, but fashion sense. they're up-to-date, they are trend-chasers and they are oh-so-hot. they have fascinators on their head and brooches on their chest.

some are simple and nice. they're modest, quiet, sans make-up, wears plain colour or everyday clothes like shorts and tshirt AND still rocks in them. they're safe yet people takes notice of them. it could be that they're naturally pretty or maybe people find eye-candies such as these easier on the eyes. not everyone likes shocking pink, you see.

i am one who likes keeping track of what's hot and what's not, but im never one who picks the hot and drop the not. unless i really look nice in them.

fashion is very subjective. it is a tricky matter. what suits someone else doesnt necessarily suits you. few months back, i was extremely intrigued by peplum skirts. i vow to add at least one of those skirts into my wardrobe, but upon trying it, i find that all attention was drawn to my buttock instead of the design of the skirt or what im wearing on top. i dont want people to be staring at my accentuated butt. i apologized to the peplum skirt and cancelled my vow.

with mifa shows resounding popular success, everyone talks fashion, hypes fashion and critics fashion.

as for me, fashion is meant to be fun, not judgemental. everyone has their own style of dolling up. maybe her style is not your style, that's why we sometimes find other people eccentric and quirky.

one thing about fashion: find your own fashion style. once you found it, stick with it and whenever trend changes or trend revives, scoop those that you feel comfortable with and omit the rest.

and that is what i always do.

yes, im safe and boring :P

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blogging isnt good when a person needs to sit down and think what to write to fill in those empty spaces. it isnt spontaneous anymore. and it isnt fun anymore. it has no more photos. it is home to rants and occasional happy occasions, but other than that, blogging seems like a chore.

i promise myself i will keep dwp going. even if no one ever clicks into dwp anymore, i will still keep it running. it holds too much memories for me to close it down.

whenever i have the time and the internet access, you'll find me here :)

today is purple

the month of october came and gone. if i were to paint months in colours, february would be red, april yellow and october contains the whole spectrum of colours!



but you see, life itself is already very colourful. on some days, you were as dark and gloomy as a black cloud. and on other days, hopefully most days, you're as cheerful and bright as a big yellow sunshine! isnt life amazing?!



if you want to know, i took less than 5 minutes to make a very important decision today. not a matter of life and death decision but it was significant because for the first time, im doing something i dont normally do. and im all out for it :) yeah! and so today is purple -- a mixture of red, signifying danger and blue for having enough of laid back, blue and soul-less times.


Spiderman's uncle (sorry, dont know his name) said "with great power, comes great responsibility". i know that with nodding and saying a YES! to that question, i will shoulder responsibility, but i know too that God will give me enough power to go on. not lots of power, lest i boast... but enough power for me to do His work and depend on Him lest i fall.


greater things have yet to come, greater things are still to be done. amen.

l.o.v.e. is four simple letter that forms one complicated word.

in the city of kl where people usually finish work obscenely late and reach home even later, the only thing that a person is left to do when locked out of the office, is to sit at the "refugee camp" (thank God for ms.ang!) and blog.

why, hello there. long time no see.

shucks. i see lights being turned off at the refugee camp. i need to take a look outside lest they lock me in...tsk.










ok, im back. there's still one person left besides me. so if he leaves, i leave. i definately dont want to spend the night here out in the cold and huge and bed-less conference room. there are chairs here, so worst comes to worst... ok, let's wipe this thought out of my mind. the idea of spending a night here is freaking me out. brrrr...

so if anyone of you is interested in what im up to, well, i have been working, hanging out on weekends and going to church religiously. balanced life, i must say. heh. *pats self on the back*

ohhh guess what... i am going to end my post here abruptly because that last guy here is gonna leave. i'll blog soon, promise!

so long...

people have always mentioned the phrase “once you go black, you cant go back”. the decision that was made months earlier is finally a confirmation today. i have put a stop to the pendulum swinging back and forth, torn between the two decisions. don’t worry, i know what i am doing, i know it’s for my own betterment, and most importantly, im not drunk during moments of settling down with the said decision.

it was tough. not only i had to say goodbye to so many nice people who had seen me through the four and a half years, i also had to bid farewell to memories, which ironically, was the main reason why i chose to go.

some said, “it shouldn’t be you who is leaving.”

my answer is, “does it matter?”

i am happy in the new place and to me, this is more important than who should be going and who should stay. and afterall, it was never my intention to see who lasts the longest. i still wish to see him go back there, or in this case now, hear him go back. that’ll be great already.

will keep you all updated on my Walk. continue to pray for me as i venture into this new place and start all over again. it’s gonna be exciting and challenging because there are more names for me to remember and memorize! also pray that there will be an avenue for me to serve and grow. i dont want to be a bench warmer anymore.

i am officially black. but uncle kevin said, i can always go back :)

thank you all, from the bottom of my heart…